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Here we fucking go again.

Wed Nov 11, 2009, 2:09 AM
Un-Emo Shit First
So. School has been average, don't hide under tables anymore. Been doing fine, failing Math because I do all my work but hand it in, she never tells us we have to. :/ Mom won't believe me.

Musical Theater, I was given a part with no lines or solo or shit. I'm kind of pissed off, like seriously. |:

Choir Performance was crap. The ';popstar' of our Choir who is a crappy singer outsang everyone in volume when everyone was quiet unison and she tried to outshine everyone but her voice cracked and she sounded bad. |:

Fuck. My. Life.

it's nothing to be sobbing over but I'm sobbing anyway.
I like Jared. Have for a year. I don't really know him much and I guess hew knew that and I've been trying to get to know him better but it's obvious he shows no interest in talking to me.
He bluntly told me he does not like me like I like him.
It was kind and clear.
Has me bawling. I'm thankful he wasn't mean about it(he is a really nice guy), and he didn't dance around the subject.. but.. it hurt. After being so stupid as to think I had a chance with someone like him. I'm fucking delusional and now I'm crying and I'm being a complete bitchy asshole to my best friend. I don't even want to be around her because I feel like an asshole.

God. I'm not worth anything.. am I? I wasn't worth Envy and now I'm not worth Jared.

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  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Tortuing Myself. David Archuleta - Crush.
  • Reading: . . . Nothing.
  • Watching: MSN conversation flash.
  • Playing: Many characters.
  • Eating: Trying to ignore the munchies I have,.
  • Drinking: Kinda thirtsy, too lazy to get up.
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  • Current Residence: Envy's bed. |D OR MERU'S HOUSE. <3
  • Interests: Envy, Envy, Snakes, Tea Parties, Anime, Music, Scary Rides, Movies, Friends, music... Envy.. ect <
  • Favourite movie: V for Vendetta, Moulin Rouge, Pan's Labyrinth, Prince of Egypt, Quest for Camelot, Tarzan ect..
  • Favourite band or musician: Evanescence, Megan McCauley, Sara Bareilles, Our Lady Peace, Three Days Grace, Within Temptation ect
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock, Pop, Techno, Dance, Heavy Metal. Everything really. Except stupid Gangsta' Rap and scream
  • Favourite artist: Vincent van Gogh
  • Favourite poet or writer: Nora Roberts, Anne Rice Edgar and Allen Poe,
  • Operating System: WINDOWS XP. FUCK YOU VISTA.
  • MP3 player of choice: One that's not broken. >: and one that exists. >>;
  • Wallpaper of choice: Envy~ >w<
  • Skin of choice: Green skin. 83
  • Favourite game: Kingdom Hearts, Disgaea, THE SIMS. <3 Final Fantasy, The Tales Series, Dark Cloud
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2 and DS~
  • Favourite cartoon character: Envy <3333333333
  • Personal Quote: 'If you touch Envy, I will eat your god damn face off'
  • Tools of the Trade: The mighty Pencil and eraser! WITH PAPER! (Usually lined. >D)

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~MachinexJunkie Nov 9, 2009, 8:55:05 AM
Thanks for the favorite, whore. |:

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'Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there
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~Snake-Charmer-Ami Nov 9, 2009, 3:19:46 PM
ARE YOU MAD AT ME?! DDD8
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~MachinexJunkie Nov 9, 2009, 11:59:24 PM
xDDDD No.

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'Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there
:iconsnake-charmer-ami:
~Snake-Charmer-Ami Nov 10, 2009, 7:21:48 PM
I thought you were. ;3;
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~MachinexJunkie 2 days 9 hours ago
No dummy. Dx

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'Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there
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~Ladyascar Oct 16, 2009, 2:24:23 PM
Thanks for the fav in my FMA's fanart :hug:
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~TrufflesTheMushroom Oct 14, 2009, 8:28:03 PM
Hey, thanks for the fave on my little My Immortal doodle!

(PS- A quick peek into your page reveals some IN-teresting things. V for Vendetta and Moulin Rouge are my two favorite films! I can recite the V speech by heart, fo sho. I also LOVE The Prince of Egypt~)

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Now you sashimi, now you don't!
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~Snake-Charmer-Ami Oct 15, 2009, 4:19:03 PM
Can't wait for the reest. <3

(Omfg. Me too. That's so awesome. D: -HIGHFIVES- Moulin Rouge is my ultimate but V comes in a close second. <3 and Prince of Egypt is just beeaauutiffuull. ;3; )
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